Can't seem to get up.

Can't seem to want to do anything. All I seem to do is sleep. 

Came back post-call yesterday. Slept pretty much the whole afternoon. Went out to a house party. Had a few lighter hours, then came back and slept some more. 

Slept into the afternoon today. Woke up like a zombie. Felt like my brain hasn't switched on. Tried some coffee. Still yawning. Some sugar candy. Still yawning. 

Everyone around me is getting into the holiday spirit. All I can think about is how can I celebrate Christmas when all I can think of is that poor family. 

Hiding in my room. I need some space away from the festive mood. 

I got to get my act together.